Bearwolf
There I was sitting in my home, mouth agape book in my hand, laying down on my throne. Spirits, guardians and guides are real? How the heck is this possible! And there are ones out there to help me heal.. that's impossible?! I thought to myself for a moment in time. I can go left or I can go right, I can take the blue pill and forget like I have in the past or the red one and see how long this trip lasts.
If this is true, I felt in my chest, I can't go back, so I continue to read and the book says just that. "Close yours eyes, and imagine a gate, the thing we created as a child to separate. Let this gate open and let love and light in, consciously choose to connect to love and let your journey begin. As the gate opens, the third eye responds. When it fully opens, your light and love friend will come on in. Don't be scared, don't let fear in, exchange your doubts for faith to begin."
After reading this there's a small tear in my eye. To think I could truly connect to a being who is all love and light? So jumping in head first like I always do, to explore my mind, and explore my heart to see what's new. I closed my eyes and cried out in my head, sending waves of energy like the book said. "To the beings of love and light, I ask for you please! Relieve my mind, heart and soul of this darkness and these demons. No more chaos, no more shame, no more pain, please come help me shed and embody that which I have gained."
I imagined a gate opening up to me, and when it opened a being emerged fully to be seen. Strong in stature and fuzzy as can be, a being that looked like a mix between a bear and wolf strode up to me.
"My name is Bear-wolf, I know your family, long live healing and light energy." Wait, I think to myself, how is that true? I come from a lineage of shamans? "Yes and your brother too", we used to write songs and heal the world, but humans have forgotten they are part of this sphere. No longer caring of the energy around them, they have become numb and distraction is their friend. Greed and lust very near by, no longer able to know and see their light with their soul's eye."
Wow, I think and feel in my heart, but how do you help, and when do we start? "We can start now, if you so please, just lie down and allow yourself to be open to love and light beings." So I lie down in my minds eye, he starts to play a toon, up and down my spine. Lighting me up and clearing me out, he plays me like a living drum line. Speaking and toning words I have never heard, but my body remembered and reacted to each and every verb. Vibrating my spirit and clearing my suit he helped clean me up to be good as new.
After all that, I fell straight asleep and in my dreams he came to me. "I am only one of many here for you, we love and protect those who choose. If you choose love and light you will be alright. If you choose darkness, chaos will be the only thing in sight. You have power in you, it is your choice. Be clear in your decisions and watch everything you want appear to you through your voice."
Then I woke up the very next day. I realized how crazy this might sound to say, so I choose to delay. Then time passed, and on a good day. I decided it was time to display. Talked to my wife and some of my friends. About what I had seen and the time I have spent. Playing and exploring the vast spirit realm, transmuting the darkness of fear and doubt, cleansing my being from within to without. Then I told her, my loving wife, unsure in my mind but faith in sight. She believed every word and we grew closer, not apart.
So thank you Bear-wolf, I love your heart! I hope you can guide others to help as well, those who want to bring love and light and do their part to Heal.
So if you feel called to try this out, go for it and allow yourself to feel your doubt. Don't think just feel, then heal and transmute the fear into zeal. Exchange it for faith and see your life change, no doubt in the mind, just faith in the brain.